This song is so great. DO you ever get the feeling that you are being ignored? And not like deliberately, or in a malicious way. Just. . .that even though people are there, and may very well be listening, its almost like they cant hear you. I dont know. Maybe it's just me. I am surrounded by people that love me, and that i love more than anything, but i feel this insatiable need to break free, and run away. I understand that this is a typical part of the teen angst situation, but the strange thing is, i am relatively happy. I keep telling myself to let go, and that there are certain things i need to move past, but easier said than done. And maybe its not even that. I have made no steps in the direction of any type of closure for any situation that i want to escape in my life. Maybe i am just too afraid. Maybe i have grown too fond of my surroundings, and even though they may not all be beneficial, they are familiar, and work regardless. I dont know what it is. I just hope i figure it out soon. Mica is bringing Peter to homecoming. I was not shocked by this. Nor was i upset. I know that i will have a good time, and i have no reason to be afraid of him anymore. He is no longer a part of my life, and even if he were, it doesnt mean he should have to be a burden. I am more excited about the dance than i appear to be right now, because it is 1:30 in the morning, and it is very difficult for most people to show any kind of enthusiasm at this hour. Well, most of the time anyway. .ThE EnD.