heeeeeeey. So today I pretty much picked up Sara from school and then took her with me to Bi-Lo to the Western Union and then to Wendy's where the guy who took our order said "anybody ever tell yall you were beautiful". I was just like "umm". Weird! And then I dropped Sara off and went to Mary's. She gave me a bunch of Daddy's old pictures, sooo many of me & Jimmy with Daddy when we were little. They are like GOLD to me. I am going to make a scrapbook about Daddy. I had planned on going to Daddy's grave today too but its like everytime I plan it I can't make myself do it. It's like I want to, but I know that WHEN I do I will break down and feel all lonely again. And I HATE that feeling. But I want to go. I talk to him everyday anyways so it's not like I would have to go there to talk to him. There's not a day that goes by where I don't think of him or talk to him. Anyways, my fears got the better of me again and I didn't go. =( I left Mary's at 7:15 and went to Marci's dorm. She made me 2 things tohang on my wall one was a black & white pic of me & her and she glued all kinds of cute pictures and stuff out of magazines and put glitter and paint and stuff on it to make it look like a collage. It's very cute. The other has a carebear, butterfly, and stars and stuff on it. Then she made me a Valentines Day card too...she is very crafty!! Anyways, me & her walked from her dorm to some building on the UT campus that holds Thursday night bible studies. It started at 8. We got to play Pictionary, eat snacks, and then have the study. The studies are breaking down the 23rd Psalm and today we were on "he maketh me lie down in green pastures". It was really good and the people were SOOOO friendly and like cheerful. Little rays of sunshine bouncing all over the room lol. OHHH and one of the guys was Scott McElyea who I graduated with lol. Everyone else was either UT students or from Temple Baptist and Crown College. Some girl sat beside me and was all friendly, but I can't remember her name. They all remembered our names VERY well though! UMm, so after the study we walked back to her dorm and watched the video I found the other night of the MPBC Panama City Beach trip of 2001. IT was hysterical...and reminded me of GOOD TIMES. And I showed her the Christmas part of the video with my Dad on it. :D Then we left again and went to Walmart on Clinton Hwy. I went to get a purple foot but they only had 2 red ones & 1 yellow one. Which red is my favorite, but I REAAALY want a purple one right now. So I got SpongeBob instead. 3 in a pack. They are really cute and smells ok. After walmart we went to wendy's and ate *yes my 2nd time today lol*. We actually sat in the Target parking lot and ate b/c it was 11 and the inside was closed. After eating we went back to Mary's (my dads) and picked up the dog she just got that she is already giving away b/c she is not an indoor pet person. So now me & mom have another doggy. It's a BLONDE chihuahua! Yep blonde. VERY CUTE. It's a boy and was called Peanut. But me & mom changed the name to Skippy tonight. He is a year old and is potty trained and has all shots done. He's not real wild & loud like most chihuahuas...he is calm & sweet & playful like Daisy. Well....I'm going to bed b/c tomorrow starts my vacation at the Davis's haha. I am picking Kristen up from school at 3:30 and then we are going to Cedar Springs to get "Casting Crowns" autograph and try to win tix to see the "Passion of Christ" thingy on Tuesday. Then I am going back to her house in Halls/Gibbs and it will be just me & Kris all weekend. Kathy & Robby are going to Nashville and Becca is staying at Gaye & Steve's. SO YAY. I will be in the hottub EVERY DAY andwe are going to pig out and watch tons of movies!! WOOHOO. So I prob won't write again until Sunday night. BYE FOR NOW. <3 Ker