Hey. Well, Wednesday was an okay day. Some was very bad, some was good. I wont get into the bad! So after work I went straight to Marcis dorm and she rented "Cold Mountain". She had to watch it for her class and I had never seen it before. It was weird. It was a little depressing and had some bad stuff in it too. So I probably wont ever watch it again...although it did have good actors & actresses in it. It was like a 2 & a half hour movie. After it was over I rolled over in her roommate Heather's bed and took a short nap while she typed her paper. At 8:40 we left to go to some building next to the stadium to have a devotional called "The Walk". The guy who leads it is the college minister at Sevier Heights. He is ironically also the son of the preacher who is the husband of Mrs. Miller from Fulton. I had no idea. Yea that probably just confused everyone. Anyways, it was a neat thing. There were around 100 college kids there. Which was great!! This really perky girl named Lynda sat beside me & Marci and just chatted her head off until it started. We first sang about 5 praise & worship songs. The only 2 I knew were "enough" and "Here I am to Worship"...but they were some good songs. After that, the leader guy got up there and spoke to us about Matthew Chapter 13 "The parable of the Sower". It was very interesting. He spoke on how how each ways the seeds were sown represented our hearts. We either have a callous, casual, crowded, or converted heart.=) Then he broke it down explaining what each one meant and how they connected to each of the seed sowers in the story. I enjoyed it. I was so thankful to Jesus yesterday that I have Him in my life. I dont know what I'd do without him. People can hurt us, let us down or whatever else...but He will never...and anytime I feel alone or hurt He is always right there to comfort me. And that is amazing. He is my best friend and the love of my life. Anyways, it was over about 10:15 and I dropped Marci off and went home and to bed. Today I have nothing planned really except taking Granny her laundry back. Oh I forgot to write that I got an email from Michael Corum. I havnt heard from him since like January. But he told me that he is in the army and stationed in another country...I forget which country though. But it was great to hear from hiM!! I had no idea he even left!! Ok. Well, BYE FOR NOW! Here's a song that represents my feelings right now: "Right Here" By Jeremy Camp All the world is watching all the world does care Even when the world weighs on my shoulder now these feelings I can bear Because I know, that You're here everywhere I go I know You're not far away You're right here, You're right here All these thoughts I've wasted all these thoughts I've feared Even when these thoughts are faded I still know that You hear so I can rest my hope in You Everywhere I go I know You're not far away You're right here, You're right here The many times that I have felt alone the many times that I have felt the world was crashing down upon me You always stood here by my side You were always there Everywhere I go I know You're not far away. You're right here, You're right here"