Dazed and Confused

Today is National cherry popcicle today! Another ironic day, because I fed Olivia a cherry popcicle because her gums were hurting from teething! Wow, who knew. lol. Ok, this week has flown by, but Im very glad, because Ive been feeling kind of down this week. :( Yesterday after work I came home and took a short nap. Mom wasnt home...she actually ended up staying the night at Julies house babysitting Brittanie & Bethany because Tims mom had a stroke and was doing poorly. So, I was alone all night, but it was kind of nice because I got some cleaning done...I got my room totally spotless. Paula called me while I was cleaning so I talked to her for a few. She had a drs appt yesterday and they told her that the baby is in head down position now and that she could have her anywhere from 4-6 weeks...even though she is due in 9 weeks! Im excited...I cant wait for little Allison to be born...and Im SURE Paula cant either. After cleaning I took Granny her laundry. She poured me a glass of ice tea and so I sat and talked with her fora bout an hour. I left there and came home and talked to Emily online and then I watched one of my favorite lifetime movies. After it was over I made supper for myself...I had bread, sweet corn, and BBQ wings. Then I was off to bed around 10:30. Today has been an ok day I guess..but my head hurts SOO bad. I'm so glad tomorrow is FRiday- AND PAYDAY. Definitely something to look forward to. Im so tired of feeling like I have this week. Even Travis (Olivias dad) mentioned it this morning. I didnt know I was that transparent. I dont even know whats wrong with me either...aside from just having a bad day Monday- I'm just feeling so confused about lots of things. OH well. Oh, please say a prayer for Tim and his family, because his mom ended up passing away this morning. When Julie told me about her dying at the hospital it brought back that nautious feeling I had the night that Daddy died. A terrible, empty, lonely feeling. So when I got off the phone with her I cried for a few minutes...no big deal though...I was just having a short relapse in time. Im okay now. Well, I guess thats all I have, so I'll TTYL.
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Sorry you had such a bad day Monday, I'm tired too...we need to get together next week. love ya~heather
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i hope you are feeling better today, if not, you know i am here for you! love you! ju
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