Listening to: "Holla back girl" By: Gwen Stefani
Feeling: gloomy
Today Daddy would have been turning 70. I wish he was here, so that I could celebrate that with him. I really need to go out to the cemetary today, but I dunno if really WANT to. Another bad thing about today is that Lester (one of moms best friend and a great friend of the family to me, Sara, and Jimmy) is dying. Basically by the same thing that my Dad died from. He probably only has a couple of days left...I hate that...its so AWFUL. Especially since he is SUCH a goodhearted man. I feel horrible for his daugther Mary who I think is only 20 and her mom died like 3 years ago.
On a happier note, Jaelyn is adorable...she is getting so big and lil Aaron was born on Emilys birthday (6 days ago) and hes cute too. I got me a Dollywood Season Pass....so me & Stef went on Saturday, that was fun. Umm...what else? I dunno....the job thing sucks..I have NEVER had so much trouble finding a job in my life...its SO GAY. Another day, not another dollar..hahhaa. June is almost here and Im glad of it..I love June. Tuesday night Rachel invited me over for supper so that was fun. She cooked me some spaghetti, rolls, corn and sweet tea at her new house. Ashlea was there too and so we all ate..it was GOOOOD. Then we started looking at all the wedding and honeymoon pictures which were awesome! Ricky got home while doing so and Ashlea had already left. I was there about 2 and half hours and then I left and went over to Stef's to watch American Idol. The finales was last night and Carrie won! YAY. She was who I was rooting for between her & Bo. Although Vonzell was actually the most talented. Carrie did an awesome job singing with Rascal Flatts too...they sang The Broken Road song which I love..and it was so good! Well thats all for now...bye!!
so i figure dying is only sad if you never really lived.
take it easy.
and good luck with the job thing, i've been down that road.