Listening to: "Sea of Faces" By: Kutless
Feeling: sly
It is Monday. I am so sleepy. So I pretty much wrote about my Friday & my Saturday. I did forget to write though that Friday after work I went to my Dad's grave. It was the first time I have went and felt peaceful. I left with a smile on my face (not because I'm morbid or anything) but just because I finally felt that peace I wanted. I hope that it lasts. Umm...
Yesterday was Sunday and it was a busy day. I got up and got ready for church. I left my house at 9:45 to go pick up Kristen. I picked her up and then we met Marci & Stephanie in my apartments parking lot. So then we went to church. We went to North Acres Baptist off Millertown Pike. I have been wanting to visit there FOREVER. So I finally did. It was pretty cool. It was a VERY friendly church and was a good size. I recognized some people. A girl taht I went to highschool with but she was a grade below me and I dont even know her name, and also a teacher from Fulton...some man teacher that I never had, I cant think of this name either. Also Stephanie Wayland, A girl that I worked with at Old Navy. She walked right past me though, I dunno why, because she always speaks to me when I go in Old Navy and was always nice to me when I worked there. OH WELL. After church we all 4 stood out in the lobby and Marci met her boy "Josh". It was their firt time meeting. He was a cutie I thought...and he was super tall. (6'5") He's also the preacher's son hahaha. His attitude and likes seemed right up Marci's alley, so we will see what happens with that. After talking with him for awhile we all headed off to the mall to eat. I ran into RAchel & Ricky there and talked to them for a few. Then everyone wanted to go downstairs to Hot Topic so I was like "eh ok". After we ate, I took Kristen home and then I drove out to my Aunt Peggys apartment (Finally!). It was about 3 when I got there. It was SO good seeing her...it's been almost a year. I was there about 2 hours. We talked and looked at pictures but we mostly looked at pictures. She had a bunch for me to look at and I brought that whole big bag that Kristi sent from Texas to her for her to look at. I got to see lots of pictures of Kristi growing up and some of her & her kids when they were little babies...so that was neat since I was never a part of that. She also had some good pictures of Daddy. It made me miss that man so much..ahhh I love him. I dreamed about him again last night. I left Peggy's at 5 and went to Paula's to take her some more baby gifts since all I had for her shower was a couple of outfits. I got her some mint green crib sheets (that matches her Carebear nursery theme), a bedtime carebear nightlight, 2 small stuffed Carebears (Hugs & WishBear I think), and some pink childrens hangers. That girl is so pregnant..she looks miserable but SOO cute at the same time. Hopefully the next time I see her she will be holding a lil baby in her arms...we are counting on Allison to come by next weekend!! I left Paula's and went home and finished my "Kristi" page (go check it out) and then I packed my necessities and a some clothes and "moved" to Bob's. He is out of town for the week, so I will have the house to myself..that's cool- a 3 Br house all to myself...compared to the 4 & 5 people sleeping in a 2 br apartment that is awesome. After I got to Bob's, I got online and was going to download yahoo but he actually did already have the messenger on there. IT surprised me. So I got on there and talked to my friend Danielle & also Deanna (from CrystalLewis.com). It was so funny because Bob's webcam works so I turned it on and Danielle, Deanna, Marci, and Juliana were all watching me while I talked to them...it was so cool. I was having so much fun with the camera that I didnt go to bed til midnight! Now I am soo tired, but I dont feel like taking a nap. Oh well, I might anyways. TALK TO YOU LATER!!!! Oh and here's a cool song that I heard on the radio the other day...if I do end up movin to Houston I guess you could say these lyrics work for me. Except really, I am not a big "city" girl....I love the country waaaay too much. Even though I dont live in the country in Knoxville..but anyways:
"Break Away"
By: Kelly Clarkson
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)
Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings
and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
And I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway
Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around revolving doors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway
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