"To understand is to forgive, even oneself" Alexander Chas

Feeling: torn
I love the song Im listening to. Its one of my favorites ever. Speaking of Ginny Owens~ I've been listening to her for 4 years now and I NEVER knew she was blind until the other day!!!! Anyways- It's Monday. Well, Saturday I ended up leaving Livi's at 6:45. Although I would have rather spent my Saturday somewhere other than work, I had a fun time. Me & Olivia played hard. I talked to Deana for awhle after she got home and then I went to Target to get shampoo & conditioner and junk. I got Kiwi a new dog collar. Its lime green and has little studs on it. :) I've kinda been sick all weekend. I still felt kinda bad Saturday so I wasnt sure if I was going to go to church or not Sunday morning. But I told myself "If you can get up & go to the mall & babysit, you can go to church and worship". So, I got up Sunday morning and went back to New Covenant by myself. I enjoyed it again. But last week the youth minister preached and although I like their preacher (he's a nice guy)...I loved listening to the youth minister preach alot more. OH WELL. Church got out at 12:15 (they have 2 hour services) and I went home and napped some. At 6 I picked up Marci to eat at Arbys and then we had planned to go to New Covenant to hear some guy sing at 7 b/c I saw it listed in the bulletin that morning. SO we get to church and the childrens minister is outside with the kids and we ask her about the concert and she is like "oh- thats held out in Maryville". I was like "gee whiz". Thats 2 weeks in a row on a Sunday evening that Marci & I tried to go to church and it didnt work out. BY that time it was too late to go anywhere else b/c it was 7:00. OH WELL. SO I just took Marci home and went home to Bob's. Well to my surprise mom was there. She was upset and I guess she went to Bob's to get cheered up! My uncle Tom was there also. Well, mom was too upset to go grocery shopping for Granny so I did. After shopping for her and helping her put up groceries I sat down and talked with her for about 30 minutes and then went home. Well, mom was gone home by that time but I got a phone call from her. We had an AWESOME conversation. Her & I havnt had a good talk like that in a LONG time. ANd it meant the world to me. I doubt she knows that, but it did. I tried not to cry when I was talking to her. But some of the things she said I NEEDED to hear very badly. She also told me that I was her "rock" which about made me cry too. We covered alot of issues and I felt very good when I got off the phone with her. :0) After I got off the phone with mom it was 10:45 and I tried to go to bed, but I had WAY too much on my mind and was in a very excited mood so I got on the computer instead and stayed up and talked to my aunt Julie online until like midnight! Then I went to bed but still had too much on my mind so I didnt go to sleep til around 2 am!! So I'm exhausted right now. I had 4 & 1/2 hours of sleep. Danielle emailed me b/c she is in town and she is supposed to call me today about getting together tonight, so yay. =) I havnt seen her in more than 2 years!!! This week is gonna be super busy! I have to clean Julies one night this week and Rachel & I are going to get together and scrapbook at her new house one night. Then Saturday is the family reunion for my Dad's family! Which I'm ecstatic about!! Well, I guess thats about all for now!!! BYE!!
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