Hey. Well, last night was my last night in Houston. So, Kristi, Hernan, and Nicole took me out to "Jasons Deli" which was referred to me by Danielle. They treated me to supper which was incredibly nice. It was a good place to eat. After eating, they took me to a sporty type store called "Academy" I think and I bought me a Houston Texans tshirt with matching shorts. I also bought Sara a Houston shirt from there. It was such a fun night. I didnt ever want it to end. But unfortunately it had to. This morning I got up at 7 and took a shower and rode with Kristi & Nicole to IHOP. Hernan drove seperately. They treated me AGAIN which was so sweet. After eating Kristi had to get to work so we kinda said goodbye and then she left. Hernan took me back by the house to get my bags and then he, Nicole, and I headed off to the airport. My flight left at 10:30 am Houston time. They dropped me off just as they started boarding for my flight. So I got on the plane heavyheartedly. But, I got to sit next to the sweetest old man. He was from Texas heading to Harriman, Tn. He had a cute lil hat box with his hat inside of it for his carry-on and when we were eating our airplane snacks he gave me his twix haha. He talked to me every now & then...he was adorable. The flight was super fast. The last 10 minutes of the flight we got into some wind and we were going through the clouds and so I couldnt see anything through the window and the plane started shaking and swaying. I was worried that that would happen and I would freak out..but I didnt. I was all grinning thinking "WEEE" lol...like it was an amusement ride or something haha. My plane arrived 20 minutes early and mom & Sara were there to pick me up. They both hugged me and were very attentive to my constant blabber for an hour about my trip haha. I would not shut up and I was talkin a mile a minute! We got back home and I IMed Kristi at her work telling her I was home and hten I gave Sara & mom their souveniers. They liked them. Sara put her tshirt on right away =) I flew home in my Houston tshirt, shorts, & Houston pin. haha. Um after that Sara & I rode around for about an hour looking for houses and didnt find anything so we came back home and I was completely exhausted so I went to bed. I slept for more than an hour and then I all of the sudden woke up and when I woke up in my room I didnt knwo where I was. It was too strange. It took me forever to realize where I was at. And then I started feeling SOO incredibly sad that I was home. I have been sad about it the past few days but have been bottling it up trying to make it go away because I dont want to be selfish...I want to be grateful and thank God for the time that He did give me in Texas. But, it just busted right through me anyways and I started crying a little. I grabbed my keys and tried to hide hte fact that I had been crying from mom and she asked if I was going somewhere and I said "yae driving" and I guess my voice was a lil shaky because she said "whats wrong" and I said "nothing" and then she said "are you depressed because you are back?" and man the tears just started pouring. I nodded my head and said "Yes but I dont know whY..I dont know why I feel like this" and I just started crying & crying on moms shoulder and I couldnt breathe. So she told me she loved me and then I walked out the door and just drove around Knoxville for an hour crying, talking to God, and listening to one of my praise & worship CDs. I just got back home a few minutes ago and Im trying to pull myself together. I dont want to be a crybaby. But Im not gonna lie...my heart still feels really heavy. I'm just gonna have to trust God and pray that these feelings of not wanting to be home go away. I need to find comfort in the fact that today Kristi and I were talking about me coming back VERY soon. Well...that's about all for now. bye.