HEY. Man what a week. I will survive is on the radio...and I think that is about what I need to hear right now. GAAAH. My life is such a freakin rollercoaster right now. Its like for every good thing that comes along there is bad to go with it. I have had quite a few struggles & trials in this past month and then this week there were a few more piled on top of that. Sometimes its hard to admit the truth...but I am always the one to tell the truth....if I know I've done somethign wrong I will admit it...but in this case, I was lied about and people are of course believing what this other person said and I have lost a few more people in my life because of it. THAT SUCKS, especially since its not even the truth. Not that the truth is the sweetest thing either, but its alot better than what has been said. ALOT. So whatever. Anyways....other than those few things nipping at me...my life is pretty good...Im happy. For the first time in a LONG time. I wish I could change alot of things, but also there are alot of things that I would NOT change. WELP, I worked ALLLLL week from Tuesday-Sunday straight. There were some long days in tehre too. Im SURE glad its over. But I needed the hours. SO yea. I am finally off today. We had our candle party Tuesday night..it went pretty well. It was me, Stephanie, mom, Sara, Jaelyn, Lisa, Traci, Stephanie, Marci, and Samantha. And of course the chick who did it. WEll thanksigiving is coming up....I am going to Stephanie's mom & dad's house for sure and then maybe to my stepbrother JAmes' house. We shall see. I have gotten most of my Christmas shopping done....yippy!! I'm taking Jaelyn to get her CHristmas pictures made on Saturday in the dress I got for her. I guess thats all I have to write for now. Talk soon.