Listening to: "Bridge Over Troubled Water" By" Clay Aiken
Feeling: reluctant
Hi. It's not been too long since I wrote~ I wrote last night, but I went out last night afterwards. Yea, Marci called me and said that her & Tara were going to "Big Mamas" and wanted me to go. I have never been and I reallly want to go there, but I just wasn't in the mood to go out so I was like "I dunno, call me back when you leave and I'll tell you". But she never called back. So~ a lil bit later my phone rang and it was Leslie. I havn't talked to or seen her in forever and we have been playing phone tag practically all week lol. ANyways, she said that her & Katie were going to go see "Mean Girls", Lindsay Lohan's new movie that just came out and I have been wanting to see it. I love Lindsay Lohan, she is awesome. So she asked me to go and I was feeling more like "going out" at that point so I said "Yea I'll go!". So I got ready and made myself all cute looking and then Katie picked me up at 9:30. The movie started at 9:45. We got there and of course we got to get in the movie for free b/c of Katie, which was completely awesome. So we went straight in and got a seat and watched the movie. It was a good movie...it was pretty corny and VERY highschoolish...but I still liked it. I didn't like the way they overused words like "wh*re, sl*t, b*tch" and stuff like that though..I mean that was their MAIN language and you KNOW that all of these 14 and under girls are all like "Lindsay Lohan she's my role model" and are all about watching the movie. Although, I PERSONALLY like the movie, I wouldn't take my child if they were under the age of 16. But that's just me. I still like "Freaky Friday" better though!! And I still want to see Lindsay's "Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen" movie! After the movie they took me home, so it was cool to get to see & hang out with Leslie again b/c I've missed her but we really didnt' have a lot of time to talk or anything either. BUT, Leslie is doing the same diet I am...and ironically, we started the same day and neither of us knew each other was doing it. Well she is doing awesome. She has lost 18 lbs in like 3 weeks or something! I have lost 10. But she has been working out and all of that good stuff that helps and I havn't. But anyways, I am glad for her! So I am supposed to be calling this young lady from Karns today about being a nanny for her 4 month old daughter. We will see what happens there, like if we meet, if they like me, if I like them, and if the pay will be enough. Seems cool so far though. I will update! Today is Sunday. I was supposed to get up this mornign and go see Eternal Vision sing in a South Knoxville Church, but Sara cancelled out on me last minute, and I didnt wanna go alone, so I just slept in today. I am such a sinner for missing church today. haha. But I really do want to get into a church home! I miss that..and I need it...spiritually and emotionally. But when I find one this time, I want to be a part of one whose #1 goal is worshiping the Lord, seeking the lost & broken, and loving one another in a Christlike way...I'm tired of FAKE, Holier Than Thou, Pushy Christians. Granted, we all mess up & sin & have flaws and none of us can represent Christ in His perfection...but there is a fine line between Christian and a Fake Wannabe Christian who moreso represents themselves & their work rather than God's. Anyways- point being, I am praying that God leads me to a church! I want to try Corryton Baptist and see how it is. I have heard good things about it, although its a little bigger than I usually like, but I could atleast visit. I have no plans today except to call that lady and maybe do some laundry! Yucky rain needs to go away. Talk to yall later!
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