Well here I am at 1:00 am Christmas morning typing away b/c I once again cannot sleep. I dont know what my problem is...my eyes are so tired and heavy and I feel like I could sleep for days, yet once I get in bed my mind starts wandering and urggh it drives me nuts. Like, I'm wondering do I need to go see a doctor or counselor or what...b/c this problem is happening way too often...things get on my mind that I wish were gone...but Im just haunted by them. And not just that, but the fact that Im losing sleep which isnt healthy at all. I dont know what to do. Anyways. Today (yesterday technically) was Christmas Eve. I went to the mall at 11 and did some last minute Christmas shopping. Tracia called me to wish me Merry Christmas and thank me for the gift I sent her and to tell me that she had a gift to give me. =) It was great talking to her. She is a breath of fresh air in my life. I worked from 12-5:30, we were slammed the ENTIRE time. When I got off of work I had a voicemail from my Aunt Libby inviting me over for Christmas dinner at her house Christmas night with Mitzi, her hubby, Chuck, and their grandmother I think. Anyways, I think Im gonna go. I called her back and told her I probably would. Then I went over to Julies house, although we didnt have our "christmas" that we usually have a couple of us did go over there to visit Ju for Christmas and drop off gifts. Mom, Sara, Kathy & her girls were there as well. Kristen got her eyebrow pierced. It's actually cute. I got some money from Julie & Tim and Kathy got me a pretty blouse. I made the kids candy treatbags and gave Julie her gifts. After that we left & went over to Bobs. It was me, Sara, mom, Jimmy, Sherry, and Shawn. "Pops" Bob gave Shawn a rocking horsie...its HUGE..and he LOVED it. Bob gave me, Jimmy, and Sara each $100. I was happy about that....oh yea Brenda & Bill sent me a Target gift card worth $20. I looove me some Target! Rachel called me and we talked about getting together today or tomorrow to exchange gifts. Then I went to bed and tossed and turned and now here I sit....waiting for Santa. HA. Just kidding! I really am sleepy though...maybe I should try to sleep again. Everyone have a MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS....full of the love of Christ!