I cannot wait for school to get out. I barely can remember what I did today. I know I hung out with scott first hour and that I was too tired to be helpful or freindly. I know I went to all my classes and that I am doing an english report on rabbid stuff. I think I had the best weekend in months which is sad because the only thing really different is it was a new movie and I watched it with freinds. who by the way are way cool people who would be way fun to hang out with more but I felt really out of place. In fact I felt like I was interupting a very strong freindship. I also had no idea how to react to alot of stuff because whether you know it or not you send off really distinct signals to other people that can be taken sooo the wrong way. and that goes both ways. I have decided that in order to be comfortable in a situation I must have one woman or person to strive for. I base this person on who I would most like to date. Random eh? I thought that was kinda freaky but its sooo true. even on the bus on saturday on the way down to scotts, I had to check out everything about this guys wife. SHE'S MARRIED! but I just had to keep myself entertained with her. Using only miniscule checking out skills I hypothesized that she's in her mid-twenties is looking for a house has no kids two cars (whether or not one is her husbands I dont know) is mormon is married to the bus driver goes to work at 5 most days and has a well to do husband. Freaky eh. anyways I am wierd I wont deny it. Yeah hoping more of my weekends will be populated by the entertaining people of the last weekend and hopefuly though not necessarily more.