I've decided to take the week and wake up early. The original plan was to schedule everything and attempt to make and stick to very conscientious decisions. I haven't taken the time to sit down and plan anything though. Yesterday Caity and I got headed home from my parents late and when we got home I decided bed would be a better place than trying to find some closure from another argument.

We've taken to fighting a lot and I want to assume it's just the budget. But i worry that it's something more. I don't think I'll know until later so it's nice for now that it seams like something Caity is working on. The other thing I decided I would do is make a point to write every night as a way to wind down from my day. It will also let me look at my mental state as I attempt to change my sleep schedule for a minute.

Today was awful. I'd hoped to get something big on my Urban Arts fest to-do list checked off. I'd really hoped for either booth walls or frames. Instead I spent the day arguing with Caity over how it should be done and not really getting anywhere. It took until 5 or so for me to give up working and she spent some time taking pictures of my old works while I stewed. We finally aired some dirty laundry and decided to take some distraction time before she headed to bed. The last couple hours have been alright but I'm still exhausted and no closer to having a plan. I guess I'm off to try and get some sleep but I don't feel ready for any of it.