its been a while. Nothing has changed really, I looked at my freind list today and it said "you have [no friends]." Are they trying to make us (who are emo enough to need to write our lives down) kill ourselves. Anyways I was mildly amused, someday I might be hurt by it, but I am not here for the friends and attention. Theres so much that I ought to write, so little that I care to, so little that I care for. She's still the only thing on my mind, even if she isn't who she used to be. I ought to do something this fine spring break, who knows, maybe something will do me. who knows someday maybe I wont ponder such meaningless obsessions.