I made my coffee this morning with a packet of hot chocolate mix. I'm trying to cultivate little moments of happiness. I've been experiencing a HUGE amount of anxiety and some fairly crushing depression as of the past couple of weeks. So the little moments of joy really matter.

Last night I finally finished the secret life of walter mitty. I had a hard time getting through the first half but when I finally finished it I was rather struck by it. So much so I made myself an early A.M. to do list. More on that to follow. I also took a midnight stroll down into the little section of town I live near. Mind you everything was closed. But it was a good stroll. If everything hadn't been closed I would have probebly walked into the little tattoo parlour nearby and gotten whatever a hundred bucks could get me. It was one of Those kind of nights. I'll let my to do list elaborate:

FUCK YOU! Yeah, you. You're the overthinker. Stop thinking so god damn hard and just make shit happen!

Start your day by rewatching walter mitty.

If you're not feeling it. DRINK TIL YOU DO!

buy a fucking pinky ring

plan a vacation

call up that god damned interior designer you don't know yet and take a fucking risk.

Tell someone how much you are worth.

Make an artists profile on houzz

Just buy the fucking website

Look for a job.

Yeah, my to do lists are a little explicit... But I'm drinking a quasi~moca and now I'm going to rewatch the secret life of walter mitty.