Yesterday I was sitting in the shower and I had a funny, it went something like this:

You are in a relationship,

You do not have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used in a court of friends family and coworkers. You do not have the right to an attorney. If you cannot afford one, that will also be used against you in a court of friends family and coworkers.

Today I'm in that aweful nostolgic place. I went to be lonely last night, which is probably where it all started. My wife is in Seattle helping a friend move. I wish I could get rid of this achy feeling or saciate it. Today I wish I could have some comfort from an old friend, but thinking about old friends reminds me of dark smiles and makes me more achy. I feel like I've been cut off from the world and there is no point in reaching out to it because it doesn't care and can't hear me anyway (wow, that feels a little emo David Bowie). I'm supposed t go to my brothers when I get done with homework, but I don't want to go to my brothers or do homework. So I'm listening to MGMT and writing this instead. Today I want carmeline kisses and wheat fields. Today I want grecian eyes and hazel nutmug hair, and all I have is me. I never thought I would be so dissapointing!

Today it would be nice to hear from you: