I woke up late this morning. Technically I hit snooze so long my alarm stopped snoozing and I was lucky enough to wake up with 10 minutes to get to work. I ate and got to work like 20 minutes late (It takes around 15 to get there and I am usually 5 late). I got to work and you had emailed. I was excited but it was really short. I love you so dearly and I wanted so badly to hear more. But I was late today, and it tainted everything. Work was just a job. I was productive, they are starting to expect that. My sister called to say that if I was doing what is right things would be working out better and that I was being inconsiderate for not giving them an official date yet. She also thinks she was supposed to marry her ex (I think she is just really marriage hungry and until she stops being so hungry for it she won't find it... not that I can say anything) Now I am going to go pick up my brother so I can spend a few hours uselessly in front of a computer and then go to bed. Hopefully I will get food, and that is enough. The one good note of today, I started designing a new section of dream mansion. And I get good deals on furniture as long as I work where I am. I hope my brother is fun... I hope I can make things work. I hope I am enough. Its all I can be.