they killed my hair today. it cut beyond my hair and my mood. cutting my hair was like cutting my heart out. and now I am subdued. I no longer care what happens. life takes its course for a reason. but I cant change anyone elses life. everything comes in its season. the good and the bad are all there. they wait and they lurk in the dark. but all this cutting and bleeding, is finally leaving its mark. I dont mean to sound depressed. I'm not in a really emo state. but everything I do changes no one. it really doesn't matter if I'm late. I no longer care what happens. life takes its course for a reason. but I cant change anyone elses life. everything comes in its season.