Well today was surely interesting. I went home with Michelle(gasp) and we went to the orchards. There were a bunch of guys in they're spot with all their chairs and what not, we sat around untill two of her friends came and we went back to her house, then came back. Watched the guys do jumps, went up in the hills, and then came back. The guys started to do some work on the lips(bike speak) and then one of the girls came back telling us the cops were down the way, I had to go then, I didn't get to stick around :>( Almost got hit by a car today walking to Michelle's moms car, the lady was going really fast and didn't even slow down, I wasn't looking and Michelled had to grab my jacket to keep my from getting hit. Seems to happen to a lot of people tho. I had a fight with Katie and Olivia, not a real one but close, we just yelled sortof. I was saying that I wished I was around when Coca Cola had real cocaine in it(as they say) and they asked why. I said that I wouldn't say why, since all they would do was make fun of what I say. Then I reminded them about how they laughed about my uncle and my mom's friend dying, and so we had this conversation. Finally I explained why, about how I didn't like this world and the way it was going, how shitty my life is and all that crap. They didn't laugh I'll say, but not much else was given. I'm tired already, even tho it's just eight. I was happy today since at PE the team I'm on was talking, and they told Bry she didn't have to be good at softball, cuz she was a girl, I laughed so hard, since it was soo stupid. All I said was "well not all girls suck at softball," and they were like "well your good at it, but not everyone else is." I guess, I didn't think I was good, who knows. Night people. Music :Silverchair FREAK: