Listening to: Atreyu-A Vampires Lament
Feeling: torn
Hmm, I found something to add to my "your a fucking freak because:" list, I cannot play my guitar without there being noise, and I don't mean noise like the song that I'm trying to play, it can be any noise. So I play left-handed guitar (but I'm right handed), I can't focus if I want to play right, have to hear noise, the list goes on, and will continue. But while we're on this, I got the verse part of 'About a Girl' down...if only I hadn't forgotten I had Guitar yesterday (ugggh) I'd be getting along with the chorus.
Watched the Eddie Izzard tape in my room today, haha "I'm a small man with a big..." "and you say 'I need to look my best' and mother nature says 'no, you will look the worst you have ever looked in your life' phwoosh" the guy is fucking hilarious, I'm sorry, I could watch that DVD forever.
Anyhell. I'm not having a great day, contrary to...well. Whatever. Mom's fucking lazy, and could care less about my school work, bitch.
Also, forgive me, but I've begun writing backwards a lot. tI sevig em gnihtemos ot od.
my dreams for my future: to be pretty, well too bad that's never gonna happen. oh well. anyway, i think loneliness is gauged by experience. and thanks, but really, if you knew me, you'd understand why i think nobody will miss me
-wow, that confused me...