Yes. I am still here. With a much better outlook on life I must add. Lucky for me, my self-destruct phase has passed. So things are going GOOD. I am on Summer break, I have a job, a permit, I'm loving my friends right now. I wish I could tell you I have *somebody* in my life, but I don't....that doesn't stop me from loving someone. But hey, we can't get everything we want. And we definetely can't always get back what we've thrown away. Man it took me a while to remember what my name was on SITDiary....haha. I lose. That is all for now :o) I can feel that soo much in this world isn't real and there's some things that you cannot steal tell me what can I do? I need you