The service was good, sooo many people there. I could have cried my eyes out at the sheer fact that Maggie touched soo many people. I got up and said something, I dunno why. I guess I wanted to be the one to show that you didn't have to know Maggie a year to love her. I told the people there what I really thought, and nobody threw rocks. It was nice, the things that everybody said were just beautiful, but what Maggie's mom said made me cry the most. There was a lot of that, a lot of crying, hugging, smoking, drinking, but no fighting. Thankfully. Nina, Ally, Ronnie and I hung out downtown after the end of the 'reception' thing. We bought 4 matching rings, beautiful rings with a light blue stone. Ally made one of those cheesy lines while we were sitting at the top of the PC, to 'stay friends forever'. A promise none of us could keep, and we know it. Shit changes, by next year we may not even talk to eachother. You have to live for the moment, fuck the future. We spent the night hanging out basically, we ate dinner, talked for an hour at Quizno's, spent an hour at the park after dark, just sitting on the swings and such. We also went to the beach, and swung on the swings by the pier, talking more. It was like one of those cheesy teen movies, everything just seemed right. It also had that Deja Vu feeling to it. I touched the ocean, I haven't touched the ocean in forever. I love just about everything right now, more cheesy shit I realize that, but I love my friends to fucking death, I love being alive, I love the bruises on my ribs from being such a dumbass, I even love having to do that stupid little dance at my mumma's pagan group today. Fuck Nazis, Fuck Bush, Fuck War, Fuck Racism, Hate, Crappy Music, College, Jobs, Cops, Old Age, Death, Sickness, Guns. Fuck it all. I don't want to live for that shit anymore, its just not worth it.