"My Friends Suck"-Homegrown, I just found a new song to add to my list of songs that represent my stupid shitty life. But anyways, I went to the thrift store, got some pj pants, a netted bag we cut the end off to put over skirts, a black skirt, a black and white jacket, black tie, and some cloth for new curtains that are striped blue and white. I saw Zoe there, which was funny cuz I had been looking at stuff and thinking of which people would wear the stuff, and there was a bunch of stuff that I thought she'd wear, dunno why. I am not so tired anymore, I got into a fight with my dad this morning and he asked what was wrong, and said that something must be since I never act that way. DUH! I didn't say anything though, they'd make it all out to seem like it was my "excuse" again, they think everything I say in response to something is an excuse, but they get to use them so what the hell is the difference. I downloaded "Stole" by Kelly Rowland, it makes me think of Ben, except that Ben didn't kill himself at school, I miss Ben more then any person I used to know, he could have done better then commit suicide. He was so nice, and people just didn't get that, didn't understand that he was soo much more advanced in his years then them, and in their immaturity they basically killed him. I hope every person who made fun of him has something as terrible as that happen to them in their lifetime, so they can now how hard it was for me to deal with him dying. Stupid bastards. Well there, I bored everyone to death again, and anyone who just decided to read this once probably never will again, that's okay. The End