I am very lame. Unfortunately. I got my Rancid shirt, yayness, I've been waiting for that shit. I also got a new nose stud. And I believe I have finally convinced my mother to let me get my lip pierced, I'm thinking (hoping) it'll be my birthday present. Also have decided what the new hair is going to be. And quite suddenly I feel like shit cuz I'm wondering if my mom already had something planned, augh. I hate making my parents feel like I don't appreciate the things they do and get for me, that takes such a huge bite out of me every time I think about it. I hate it soo much. My Distillers tickets should be here, fuck they better get here, I did NOT just pay $70 for two no-show tickets to a headlining band I despise with all my heart. That would not be cool.