Happy New Year motherfuckers!!! I'm sorry, I have to do it. I've been bitching for 2 weeks straight, I finally gotta say what I'm thankful for. Bear with me, normal bitching will resume shortly. I have to say I'm thankful to have my home, grateful that it didn't burn down in the fires, and I feel terrible for the people who are spending New Years away from home, because they lost theirs. Also thankful for my friends, cuz aside from music, they are what keep me fucking sane. I would do fucking anything for my friends. I'm grateful for music, like I said, the thing that keeps me sane (aside from friends) and I know it sounds lame, but I also know there are lots of people who feel the same. Lastly I'm grateful to the people who've inspired me to a)make something of myself (I'm halfway there) b)keep on truckin'...Chris, Ben, John, Nell, Brian, Dad, Michelle (in the oddest way), Danielle, Nina, Matt, Janell, Bry, Heather, DJ, Zach, all the AOF guys, Jon, Mom(in the oddest way as well) Rachel, Jordan, Mel, Jan, Lisa, Dave, Ryan, Ronnie (haha), Katie and Olivia (odd ways as well), Josh, Trish, Candace, Shelby, and this entire fucking city that drives me crazy. This will soon be known as my lamest entry ever, don't blame me...it was the champagne (thats making my stomach fucking turn) and I'm on a GC kick to, christ. So I'm gonna go, probably won't go to bed for hours. Lotsa love. Adios kids! some friends become enemies.some friends become your family.make the best with what your given.this ain't dying this is living