grrr. The boys are driving me insane. Everybody needs to be androgynous...or however you spell it. John txted me, something about girls are more interesting when their smart. And you know what one of the next txts was? "Your friend _______ is hot" she's a complete fucking ditz, and she drives me insane with it. I mean I think he's seen efficient evidence as to how girlish she is. I think he's pissed at me though, and everyone would think I'm concieted for saying this but it's how it seems, so forgive me. I dunno, he just isn't acting normal. He didn't act normal at the concert either, like he didn't want to talk to me. Kinda depressing. I dunno we'll see. I got a strange call on my phone, they didn't leave a message. Made me angry as well. Grrrrr. Well maybe I can sleep it off tonight. No school tomorrow. so tie me up I've had enough so medicate