I think the real problem, is that I'm not ready to say goodbye to her. I don't want to believe that she's gone, in my mind I know it. And I know that I'm never gonna see her smile, we're never gonna hear her laugh. But I have trouble reading the newspaper, and it says 'Students Say Their Farewells' and I just can't do it. I was there, with everybody, at the tracks Monday. But I couldn't say goodbye, I just can't let her go.