I hate....stuff. Another guy at school, I think he's pretty fucking great. But ya know what? I think he likes my friend, fuck that, I'm never going to find anybody else, I've screwed up my chances already. And here I am contradicting myself cuz I usually think high school dating is fucking stupid, or it is when people get all wierd about it and think they're in love forever. That shit. Today we're going to that health spa thing. In a little bit I hope. Blah, today just wasn't all that great. Fuck it all... .it takes disaster to learn a lesson.