Mom went to church today, I wasn't awake for it so obviously I did not. None of my friends would have been there anyways. Hmm... Right now I'm really happy, this whole surgery thing is basically over, it's really wonderful not to have to deal with any of the shit anymore. I don't have to wear any bandaging now. I'm gonna have scars but I really don't care, no ones going to see them. It's kinda amazing to come from being completely unable to walk to now...I just hope I never have to do this again. So yeah that was my 'happy this is over' rant. Wee. .and I'm throwing away the letters that I am writing you. cuz they would never do. I would never do.