Oook....so tomorrow I'm goin to the fair with Jor, yay. Unfortunately today she told me that she and Fernando may get back together....just because he says he loves her. Rigght. I mean yeah he seems like an awsome guy, but saying that he loves her is no reason to go back. It's really fucking hot in this house and I hate it. I watched the fireworks alone tonight, it used to be a tradition to watch the fireworks every night possible, the entire family. But it doesn't surprise me we've fallen out of that, seems we're beginning to lose our traditions alltogether. Then my parents tell me I'm falling away from them...if nothings the same then why should I stay connected? I'm still looking for familiarity and if they can't give it to me I see no point. Ok the computers crapping out on me again, piece of shit.