I don't get why it is that all my friends seem to be so alone all of the sudden. I told Zoe I'd write what I had to say here, and already this is sounding stupid but hey who the hell is here to judge me, and if you are I don't care what it is you have to say. Zoe, I sort of get where your coming, I was really different when I was younger. Hell I still am. But I don' see why it is soo hard for you, I would be happy to be more different, I hate being compared. I wish there was such a rift between me and everyone else that there could never be a comparison made. Your "different" for some good reason, and I am confused as to why it hurts you. Maybe it's just cuz I'm some uncompassionate bitch, ice queen right? But just to say, I'd be happy to be someone else a lot, I think most people would, and I don't know about you, but it seems that that wouldn't help. I hate being such little help, though I know I am. As shown by my lack of actual friends, but hey I'm sure everyone knows that because I whine about it soo much. I think it be good time to stop subjecting people to my pointless ramblings and pathetic life. But Zoe, you on the other hand have a lot more better things to say then I do, being different included. But don't listen to me, I don't really know what I talk about half the time, and this is why my life is one huge mistake after another. I think that there are some people who weren't meant to be able to articulate how they feel, and I think I'm one of them, I'm no good at it, obviously.