God I'm bored, nobodies home so I've been having to do everything myself, which is painful, believe you me. I just started walking again, lol, that's sad, but good. I'm happy cuz this means most likely I will be going to the fair with Jor, since she gets in free and she said she was gonna get me in. I may be using crutches still but o well. Nell Nell's birthday is today, even though she had her party like a month ago, lol. She's going to the movies after school, with Tony's cuz, and if she doesn't get a letter or call from Jesse today she's breaking up with him. So everything seems to be going well in her life, good for her. But for the rest of us life isn't as good. Janell has been obsessing about the guys she met at that camp shit she went to, that's all she talks about. Now let me tell you, whenever Janell talks about things like that, it always seems like she's trying to make a person jealous. I don't know if thats intentional or what but I fucking hate it. So basically I don't care about her little friends, she also sent me a letter freaking out because someone stole her friends diary, and it had stuff about her and Oscar in it. Why is she soo fucking bent out of shape, I'm sure he knows by now, and probably doesn't care or something. Ga, also my mom has been listening to me talking to Nell, and whenever I mention Janell she's like "I don't want to listen to you bashing your friend" They fucking eavesdrop like you wouldn't believe. Obviously they figure I don't tell Janell some of these things to her face, which I do, fuckers. Sometimes they drive me crazy.