Listening to: Mest -Jaded(these years)-
Feeling: unmotivated
Well, new and interesting things have come up lately. My aunts coming over tomorrow night, I feel the beginnings of a strange stare there. I mean the last time she saw me, down in Grants Pass, I was just starting to get into the better music, I wore more makeup and that was it, nothing more. Now I have my ears pierced again, and my nose. She's gonna get weird about that, I mean when I told her she totally blew it off and didn't reply to me. Lol, and I do have a different clothing style, different is a good word for it right? Man, it's bad enough living here on the avenue and listening to the music I do, every single other person here listens to rap, and I don't. I mean I haven't lost touch with my hometown, or my neighborhood, I reall don't have to worry about the people in gangs trying shit with me, I've still got friends who are gang members, but people really start to look at you like they hate you if you dress differently. I'm sure I'm gonna hear the "well isn't that why you wear what you do, and act like you do?" and I think the truth is, I do in some small way, but I do what I do cuz I want to. 3 years of being like everybody else gets annoying, I have to do something about it now. Woo, just realized how boring that all sounded. ENways, I really need to get out of the house, can you tell, hehe.
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