Why do I always fall for guys that I have hardly anything initially in common with. Seriously, I always like a guy who is nothing like me, he's always kinda conservative or geeky or something. He isn't like me, he's a lot more conservative. He won't like a girl whose got piercings and an unusual obsession with plaid. I mean, we're really great at talking andd we have a lot in common when we get to it. But no...I don't think its gonna work. Everythings make me soo mad right now, I missed all the shows I wanted to watch, my media player doesn't work on this damned computer, I don't like my hair, and I'm soo hungry I could eat a burger.....I'm a VEGETARIAN for fucks sake. My parents expect me to take care of myself all the time now, but all I want right now is for somebody to take care of me....I want somebody to make me dinner, I wish I didn't have homework so I could sleep. I miss being 9 and not having to worry about anything. Now I'm up at night wondering when the world will end, and killing myself imagining that someday I might lose my house and my parents. I wish I didn't know anything, I wish I was still a naive little girl who played with barbies and hated green beans. Instead of the stressed, unhappy, lonely person now. I wish I still had somebody to call when I feel like crying...but they're all gone.