Humm...I just got an icky feeling. I've been reading some other peoples journals. And there are soo many people who are living out there dreams. What am I doing? Absolutely nothing. I'm just fucking lazy, and thats really pathetic. I'd like to be a model, I'd like to be in a band, I'd like to be able to sing, play guitar, design clothes, draw, lose wieght. I've only got a start on like 2 of those things, grrr, that makes me feel kinda useless. But besides that, were is an attitude, fashion sense, and a big mouth gonna get me? Many places, I bet, but I won't make it if I don't try. Just gotta try. Just gotta sleep, fuck man. Goodnight you guys, peace.