My parents think that I have been very sullen lately. It's not that I'm mad or anything, it's just a combination of a few things. One being that when I'm at home I'm just not happy because it means I'm not out doing something interesting. I'm generally bored here. And I spend all of my time at home on the computer. Ever since I passed that age where I am allowed to have a vivid imagination, my homelife has become horrid. It is also that I'm just tired. Every day I come home from work and I just want something to eat, a little time on the computer, and sleep. And that's it. I get fussy and mean when I don't get one of these things. And these past few days have been those kind of days where I am not getting something. I really wish I could be little and play in the living room with my big stuffed bear Ursula and Tyler (my babydoll) without being questioned. But if I did it now, my parents would look at me like I'm insane. Ugh. I want my paycheck, and I want it to be August 28th so I can go see my AoF boys and have a drink with Rosi and the Norcal girls. But for that to happen, school has to start. Ugh. I need to buy a new lipring. Fuckity fuck fuck. I think I am going to sleep out on the couch tonight. Dunno why, I just feel like it. I am who I am and if you don't like it then fuck you man