Maybe I shouldn't have had the boy-hater entry before this one. Yeah I'm getting more and more into this one guy. Though I REALLY don't want to. But hey, what can you do huh? No I don't have a crush, I got over that phase long ago [I hope] I just like the guy. He's cool and all, but he's a little too much for me (in a way you wouldn't understand unless I explained) I donno, maybe it could be a one-time thing, so I could finally remember the last time I got kissed...haha. Wow that is pretty pathetic. Anyhell, today kinda sucked, besides all the good stuff. Yeah like that made sense. I feel like I wanna be taken care of right now, its odd. I want somebody else to protect me, I'm tired of doing it myself. once I die. there will be no way that you can cover that scar. its hard I know