so much in this world's make-believe

Feeling: alive
I'm really fucking hungry. But the thought of eating food just disgusts me right now. I can never tell if it's the former Anorexic in me, or just my mind trying to be a rebel. I need to clean my room. Really bad. And I have this new layout for my room to. I'm gonna need to clean, and pack it all up, and get some people over here to takes my shelves out, disassemble my bed....all that good stuff. I'm gonna paint the walls green and yellow, and the bed green, and probably paint the shelves, desk and dresser yellow. All I need to find is a couch (preferably a black one), and a smaller desk. I'm gonna keep my computer on the new desk, and put the tv/dvd/satbox on the dresser across from the couch. Should be wonderful. We'll see :o) First, before everything, I have to clean my fucking room. haha. and I promised cookies at work. So I gotta do that too
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you such a fag

wait
that was a mental note

but anyhoot thanx doll