make her stop. I watch her turn over like black paper flowers....by this time I guess she wants a crown to pronounce her "Queen of England" so the world can devote and devour to her happiness. How selfish can someone be?...how blind she is... I'm not bending down to kiss her feet anymore...It's even more sickening watching everyone feel pity for her; however, like me they'll be stuck until they realize she's all an act. People search forever to discover what love is, but what about the meaning of lust. Could it be just as blind as love. When I look into his eyes, I know there's something so fervent, yet seemly untouchable. I quickly turn away...wanting not to feel that way. Even his simply "hi" today was enough to spin me back into his circle of games. I'm not saying tho, that I think they'll be a future between us or anything like that. ahhh I gotta eat.