I sware I'm too modest sometimes Well um I stood Mike up...not to be a bitch. I have alot of reasons, but uh I'm sure he doesn't really care. I don't know when or how I started not being so impassionate and ?unlustful? . I mean I'm the type of person that falls in love easily and becomes too easily attached to a strung out infatuation. I really think I'm growing up because alot of what I used to hate about myself, I'm not anymore. Or maybe the everyday Jerry Springer episodes are backwashing in odd effects. Danny and Ryan made fun of me for reading romance novels during summer school haha but hey CHARMS is a great book so far. Its different from the normal fall in love, have uproarious, rowdy sex and then live happily ever after. Anyhow, In summer school I have learned about almost every drug out there and how to make them. For once my family life is not disfunctional. I'm in awe. Brittany has caused alot of busy work around the house yet shes caused the relationships to be alot better. Infact, I honestly can't remember the last time I've been happy. I mean I still have a few problems, but not with me. I'm more worry about other people that I care about that turn to the wrong things because of a temporary problem. So I guess in a way there problems are my problems. Katie called me today and I guess she got her schedule. I haven't got mine yet, but I really hope I get the same lunch as ****, Meag and Jess. <3 JORDAN IS IN TOWN TODAY! YAH!!!!!! I'm getting the MUSE cd soon! I went catelog shopping! haha As I turned through the pages I felt like I was in stuck in Legally Blonde. I really don't know why....I felt so beverly 'hillish'. So today my brothers shit overflooded the bathroom (again) so I ran upstairs like batwomen to grab some towels so it would stain the carpet, and so as I'm coming down the flight of stairs I tumble down....and sprain my ankle. So I've been limping all day but you know, nothing will hold me down from what I got to do. :)