i know i am strong but when it comes to the right thing i am weak i keep ending up HERE, so there must be a reason. i know i am supposed to speak out...tell someone, but i can't. No one would believe me, and he knows it. tell me what would you do, when its on your record that this has happened 3x. and not once, do i follow through on pressing charges. a pedophile is a serial killer. they rape what you've protected...what you weren't ready to give. And there are the ones that stalk your life, try to make you comfortable, but really they're your worst enemy. he was a father figure to me. he was a man i thought of as my protecter from stupid blonde bitches, and non -english speaking nemphos. my parents adore him. my friends adore him. he was a friend to me. someone who was always there to listen but really he was lurking in my shadow; waiting for the right moment. and i am left with nothing again. my dignity is shot. my protection is shot.please duct tape my legs shut i am scared for tomorrow. he always calls my parents, and tells them he will drive me home. he is my manager. i am stuck. i can't tell anybody. i want to cry. i want to runaway. be the last to know