obsessive guys want me to be their relationship fixer. my mind tells me to give them a dollar bill and lead them towards a cheap hoe to practice on. i have the supergirl label, but my own advisor is in critical danger. funny how i never follow my own intuition Leo has probably asked every girl out in the school. Now I'm target # 5,000. He walked me to class and told me the whole day is dedicated to me. I have never felt so scared in my life. My space concaved...he was outside the door after 1st period too. He ran across the bridge and was out of breath the whole way to my next class. I kept telling him to leave. That I could walk myself. So I am standing with my group of friends Tahj, Lecka, Megan...w/e and Leo is beside me STUDDERING and embarrassing the shit out of me. We would be talking about something and he would chime in and act like he knew what we were talking about. ANNOYING! so i left my friends and went to class early before my face turned blue. Leo was like "everyone knows you....everytime i talk about you.... and this week i just want to show you how i feel" lalalalaalla GO THE FUCK AWAY! i really am nice to EVERYONE... And there are just some guys who can't see the difference between kindness and having "the hots" for someone. But Leo's problem can be broken down. He is desperate. He needs to find a girl his own height and on his own level. He knows nothing about me. ASU keeps calling me to congratulate me...no one ever picks up the phone. i feel so stuck right now. I don't know where I want to go. I don't know which school is right for me. I am so fucking screwed for christmas. I have a huge list and no presents. lol I don't know what to get people. So looks like it may end up being a new year's gift list instead. who knows.