...I havent told anyone this today but for some reason it feels safer writing it. So this morning my dad sorta...hit me. And my eye was really swollen. After an half hour of crying...I started crying again when I looked in the mirror to see my eyes two different shapes. Its not swollen anymore though and I'm fine. I had to ride the bus right after the incident...and I was trying so hard to hold back my tears and hide my face...but I couldnt help it.thanks for caring meag Well after the morning went to hell I decided not to let it get to me. It just destroyed me what my dad said to me and how he reacted. When I asked him to leave me alone...he came at me again and told me... just whatever. I don't want to go into too much detail. ...so I emailed Sean back and delivered the message to Paul. I had alot to say and I'm just glad to get out all the things we denied and all the truths he doesn't know that I know about. ooo I have the hots for Andrew again. why why why He spoke and i fell in love all over again with his sexy voice. heh...and yeah hes mexican. I >>>3 MEXICANS! I've given him the impression that I don't like him. I want to keep it that way though, cause I don't want to get caught up in anyone. My mom is going to court the week of my birthday to try and take custody of Brittany and my dad will be in Washington and I will be with my lil brother in a house I hate. Things could always be worse. I'm in yearbook right now...so I gotta go work on my theme packet. Yearbook party May 11...cant wait to pull out my yearbookie shirt from the pile of clothes within my closet. (..not) im standing beside you and your too blind to see why