alive alive alive alive alive alive alive alive everything is perfect but nothing seems real. my mom has become my best friend. my dad...is acting like he cares for me. my brother and I haven't fought in a month. my grades couldn't be any better. i couldn't ask for a better best-friend. even old people are appreciating me more at work. i guess they only thing that is wrong is what i left behind b/c I had to do what would make me happy. Yet as time goes on, I miss it less and less. I went to the buzz on Thursday. I loved it, because there was alot of diversity and I met a lot of cool people. I gave one guy my number, but I don't like him anymore. He has already fallen too deep for me. It would be nice to just have fun with a guy...and not have to worry about them forming an attachment. But god, he is ridiculously cute, but the words I LOVE YOU made me put an end to our phone calls.