I want to change because I need to. I put a check next to each loser answer. I felt like I was filling in lame excuses in the blank spaces of my head. The only thing I've ever really loved is hate... [It's elimination time bitches] I think I need space. I need to do this for me. I always care about others before myself. bleh. Dishes time. Notice every sentence starts with I I....feel selfish, but I don't think I'm supposed to.