kevin gave me reasons to change my ways. i let go of all the people bringing me down... i saw God in a completely new light... because when kevin wasn't there for me, for the first time ever, it was God I turned to. kevin broke up with me. but trys to make it seem like we can do everything like NORMAL. kevin broke up with me claiming to still love me... claiming to still want to be with me... but he needs to see if I really am the one apart of me doesn't understand, but I really have tried. It just hurts to much to look him in the eye. as much as I love him... as much as I know he is the ONE for me i know I am going to have to let go mo money mo money...i hear him say over and over in my head. je veux votre âme...(she needs to remember to love herself more than she loves him) This weekend Kari and I hung out again. I'm glad to have my BFF back. Chase, Lecka, Meshia and I saw Madaea's Family Reunion. Another all time fav. I don't really like going to work all the time anymore... Kevin and I work together so sometimes I can't concentrate, and I space out thinking of him. maybe when I have the time, I will write about something more denoting.