a dead chicken flopped its legs on my plate... and I took no guilt on prying every swallow. It reminds me alot of the most geniune look in my eyes. Apart of me can be heartless...if I get fed up enough. i literally bite my nails when I think of my future. i am so anxious and excited to get the fuck outta here and not have to depend on my parents, or have to listen to their bullshit. I just want to start living ALL my dreams...and maybe with a certain somebody ;) My privacy constantly feels invaded and so I like never being home. I miss Greg. I dropped my cell phone in the toilet today. I pulled up my pants, and it fell outta my back pocket. golly im smart. ah so tomorrow is labor day. Justin asked me to work for him, while he takes the day off to go smoke marijuana. I told him he is too smart for that shit. As soon as I get off work lecka and meshia are coming over till 10pm and hopefully Greg will come over around 6 or so. song stuck in my head: INCUBUS But lately I'm beginning to find that when I drive myself my light is found. Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there with open arms and open eyes.