i realize now that I can't help a drunk be sober. i can't help a crack addict want to feel normal. i can't take his hand and expect him to see that I'm here...always. I am quitting I don't want to see him fall A one week relationship, doesn't account for a real opinion. She speaks of love from the abuse she sees on t.v. Life needs a bullshit button. There are some things I don't want my brain to hear for my psychological benefits. I need to graduate. This is truly the best year EVER...but I am ready to start my life. I know I will keep in touch with all the people I truly love; including Mr. Mooney. There are some smiles that never wash away. There are some friendships that never fade and are worth keeping. Well I am gonna have my own car soon. Sometime before January...or late january. I still don't have my license. lol I have been so lazy. "One man's treasure is another man's misery." tonight I'm going to do something crazy...like exercise...maybe bake some cookies for my snitching neighbors. you ain't pimp if your socks are WHITE gotta love ludacris