my brother got caught searching porn again. he needs GOD in his life. There was no point in going to school. In all my classes all we did was talk about our break and what we got for christmas. I hate stupid freshman...."my boyfriend got me this...." next shallow girl...."the best part of my year, was my boyfriend asking me out." I guess it's better than last weeks' therapy session. Well now that he is gone, I can breathe again. I wished him away. I like not liking anyone. sanity. This is the LAST day I sit next to my lesbian lover *tears* I am not afraid to die...i am not afraid to bleed. fuck. & fight. RUNAWAY: Don't ask why I have to leave Don't know why I still breathe Don't understand why I'm still hiding All my thoughts for you, saving my Love for you Once again I'm living inside myself