there are no pills for ignorance unfortunately. I gave out my Christmas presents today. That for some reason was more nerve wrecking than finals :( I'm not good at picking out gifts. I'd rather give than recieve...it would help if people would just tell me what they want instead of being difficult. The strings concert maybe would've went better if we screeched our nails on a chalkboard. My dad video taped me...and meag....and mel. I refuse to watch it. If I surround myself with positive things, I'll gain prosperity It's not ending. What's it to you. Isolate me. Feel unsure. Tired of waiting. Please let me go. I'll never forget you. Just let me go